I can’t remember a time when I’ve felt this bad.

Like, I’m genuinely scared. I’m honestly concerned.

And it sucks because no, I don’t want to talk about it. It sucks because no, I don’t know how to ask for help, and no I just

I’m too tired for this. I want to be medicated for this or for it tot end or for me to be okay or for anything to be okay but nothing is and I’m suffocating, man.
I’m really fucking suffocating.